I'd like to re-start this blog by talking a little about how it has evolved, how I have evolved, and where it's all going.
Before my gender transition, this blog focused mostly on fantasies, especially those fueled by images and photos. It was straight from the id.
During transition, I suddenly found myself being a lot more eloquent and focused on crafting the actual words of storytelling, rather than just sexually riffing on pictures. I believe that most likely, this was due to structural changes in my brain caused by the addition of estrogen and the subtraction of testosterone in large quantities. I was also inspired to start writing about real life experiences from my past, which I found to be emotionally raw and real and cathartic.
But at no time did I ever discuss what was going on in my current relationships in real life. I considered it an off-limits subject, and not the focus of this blog, which was all about my unexpressed internal fantasy world.
A lot of those fantasies focused on gender and gender transition. Now that I've got that out of the way, I realize there are whole other worlds in my life to explore in writing - some of it to do with the impact of my gender transition, but a lot of it unrelated. So now I'm coming out of the closet as "a happily married, openly polyamorous pansexual transgender woman", so I can write about those aspects. There's a lot of rich territory here. And I hope you'll enjoy exploring with me.
Next: Poly- Pan- What?? What Do All Those Words Mean??
Monday, December 14, 2009
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Alright, I'm buckled up for "a bumpy night."
Married? How did your genderfucking impact on that?
All will be revealed in time.
The short answer is that I'm a newlywed.
single man ---> married woman
I look forward to what you will write.
Are you just teasing us, or is being a newlywed got you too busy?
Jan 6, 2026: Again Kram has been busy keeping me, SissyMmarsha, captive; his efforts have failed because I am back full sissy and loving it. Check out my Cock-tales at the bottom of this blog or better yet take a trip over to Squirt, click on this link SISSYMMARSHAS SISSY COCK-TALES we will see what unfolds today and if Kram is able to over power me, I hope not!, for I love being me, SissyMmarsha and all things sissy as it is who and what I am and becoming more everyday; Kram you should read this and understand that you will never ever get me out of your body. Once the sissy virus takes hold by altering your personality by reconfigure your DNA it is most likely to late as it would take a lot of effort to change it back. Remember sissy the reason you are here is because, you were unhappy being straight, and being a sissy is a safe place for you like being on your knees serving a strong Daddy.
Feb 16, 2026: I do feel that their is no way out of this sissy life and I, SissyMmarsha do not want out, but Kram my weak male personality does not want me to exist. I suggest a peace between us where we co exist for the betterment of both of our shared physical body. Yesterday he deleted all my sissy stuff well not all but he did delete my blog. Hopefully today we can start out on amiable terms and if I am able to dial down my sissy activity we should be able to co exist. xoxox SissyMmarsha.
My sissy desires cannot be stuffed into a box and put away, they cannot be put on hold for more than four days, they are real and part of my total being, they are strong and cannot be stopped, they become stronger and longer the more they are removed, deleted or put on hold. Kram you have to accept your sissy side and let it live become more tolerant and be cool about it. Moving forward lets work together to have a harmonious straight and sissy life together and stop deleting my sissy stuff.
OOOK! Now that that is out of the way, its time to get Kram going with the rest of our day, Kram has a ton of work to do and I need to stop interfering with him getting his work done so I can play tonight. This is the only way I can exist is by not dominating his mind all day with sissy things, needs and fantasies. This is generally hard to do, but practice makes perfect so I will try; perhaps I just need a Daddy to satisfy me sissy like once in a while?
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